Venus

I bet no girls would ever understand me, guys might. I really can't seem to trust females anymore. Though they are highly attractive for some, the attitudes of the 2 "ladies" in my family puts my thoughts haywire. So far, I have only been able to trust (not of kin) 2 females..pathetic huh? I hope I am able to find someone like them again, and I'm gonna cherish ALL the times I'm gonna spend with her. Now that I had already lost 2 of my chances and both do not accept why I have this attitude, I feel like time is running out...I'm already 18 this year, I only got 12 more years till my deadline...It's so hard to survive in Singapore nowadays...