Thursday, November 17, 2011
TIRED
yeap...2am sleep and 615am wake...walao...summore is driving and studying and wss and wushu...TTM~~~~~god..its friday! gimme a break yaw?
Thursday, November 3, 2011
SNSD!
NEW UPDATE!!!
I GOT THE TICKET TRADE TO PEN C 2ND NIGHT....shame...i wanna get pen B to stand with nick or jun hao...more enjoyable with friends....hais...
PS:I'm self-learning korean language...anyone interested can join me, haha. Next language-German!
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Emo
Yeap, long time no blog. Busy with school, cca, wss again. And IVP is just over last week saturday, which coincide with the day that the 1st night of SNSD's concert..Too bad my 'ticket buyer' did not managed to buy one entry for me, and I injured on my thigh due to a wrong landing as well as split pose. Hamstring overstretched, takes about at least 1 month to recover. I still remember the time I tear my right hamstring a tiny weeny bit...now I can't split on my right leg...Sad.
And worst thing was that I found out that the 2nd night of the concert's ticket sales is today! 2nd of November, Wednesday! But I didn't booked it, 'cos I don't have OCBC nor Samsung..as well as I thought my 'ticket buyer' had brought enough for everyone to go together. Now there is only a few tickets, but a lot more people chasing after it...including me.
Enough of that!
I was going to ask/think/discuss about why some emotional people need to mutilate themselves when they are feeling down, such as: heartbreak, sadness, failures, all the negative emotions. and they cut themselves, or somehow treat their body in certain ways which is damaging to it.
I think they do not fully understand that the worse part of life is not living like you are in Hell, just an expression of getting the bitter end of life; but rather leaving the experiences and memories they've gained while living through. Memories are things like your parents, friends, BFF, BGRs; experiences are the lessons you've learned while going through this journey. Isn't it a waste to end everything early just because you are tired? I mean, there is always some good stuffs in bad situations; and bad stuffs in good situations. Newton's Law of opposing force can be applied here. Taoism can also be applied here.
So many thus turned to religion like Christianity in the hope to get a better lot in life. But to me, I think its pretty useless because I never truely belive in God and Buddha, even though I'm a Buddhist- "Man is a master of his own life...not God."This is the very quote that changed a lot of my thinking. As well as Christopher Paolini's Eldest spoke about religion. I thus belive in Science, but yet for the unexplainable-like ghosts, buddhas, gods, etc, I just pretend that they are real to make explantions/ assumptions easier. My Dad was the one that helped me to build a strong heart/emotional shield. Of course some credit also have to go my classmates in my secondary school. What they did was unforgettable..mind you, it is highly negative and only recommened for people who have strong hearts. I didn't get to fully enjoyed my secondary school days. Regret that.
"Success is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail."
And worst thing was that I found out that the 2nd night of the concert's ticket sales is today! 2nd of November, Wednesday! But I didn't booked it, 'cos I don't have OCBC nor Samsung..as well as I thought my 'ticket buyer' had brought enough for everyone to go together. Now there is only a few tickets, but a lot more people chasing after it...including me.
Enough of that!
I was going to ask/think/discuss about why some emotional people need to mutilate themselves when they are feeling down, such as: heartbreak, sadness, failures, all the negative emotions. and they cut themselves, or somehow treat their body in certain ways which is damaging to it.
I think they do not fully understand that the worse part of life is not living like you are in Hell, just an expression of getting the bitter end of life; but rather leaving the experiences and memories they've gained while living through. Memories are things like your parents, friends, BFF, BGRs; experiences are the lessons you've learned while going through this journey. Isn't it a waste to end everything early just because you are tired? I mean, there is always some good stuffs in bad situations; and bad stuffs in good situations. Newton's Law of opposing force can be applied here. Taoism can also be applied here.
So many thus turned to religion like Christianity in the hope to get a better lot in life. But to me, I think its pretty useless because I never truely belive in God and Buddha, even though I'm a Buddhist- "Man is a master of his own life...not God."This is the very quote that changed a lot of my thinking. As well as Christopher Paolini's Eldest spoke about religion. I thus belive in Science, but yet for the unexplainable-like ghosts, buddhas, gods, etc, I just pretend that they are real to make explantions/ assumptions easier. My Dad was the one that helped me to build a strong heart/emotional shield. Of course some credit also have to go my classmates in my secondary school. What they did was unforgettable..mind you, it is highly negative and only recommened for people who have strong hearts. I didn't get to fully enjoyed my secondary school days. Regret that.
"Success is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail."
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