Open Sesame!

Yeap, its the annual Ghost Festival Month. Not surprised that many of my China friends do not know about this month. They got 'brainwashed' by circumstances. Went to burn the papers $ for brothers at Dad's company yesterday. Got a cut near-above right elbow. Blood stop flowing damn fast= high metabolism, I'm healthy! =) Not very enjoyable..didn't manage to bring up my wish for data plan to Dad. Seems like he knew what I am trying to point the conversation to, so he was adamant in his 'explaination', all in an effort to dissuade me from getting data plan. Boring lecture...

Its 1st August now, and this post is not an early morning post. Didn't sleep at all night-was playing Dissidia 012, trying to complete the story; understand what Final Fantasy is all about. Great Game, you guys, if you are reading, should try it- its a psp game.

Regrading my previous post, too bad. I didn't get to see the "glancing lady" again. Probably did, but forgot her face anyway-not that pretty and I sensed that she is not that all interesting, yet, maybe. But I found out about the "Design girl". THAT was great fun- I was trying to find her classroom, and she just walked right past me. Totally stunned and flabbergasted. LOL. I managed to find out what course she is in-Visual Design Communication. And I got to catch up with a primary school friend while looking out for her presence. One word to describe the feeling - F.U.N!

"Wow!" to my primary school friend. He's now taller than me, by a head=.=". Sad, miss the feeling when I was taller than him during P6. Haha. Anyways, he went to Normal Academic stream, so now he's first year in NYP. Guess that's fated huh? Never reckon we meet again, and in such weird situation! XD

NDP Rehearsals are over now. Left August 9 for the real deal. Hmm! I need a camera! I want to take a picture with that orange-jacket-shirt girl. That fashion is REAL COOL. Of course the girl is also pretty, and her dancing moves are hot, man...Lol I feel so retarded doing the Mass dance movements, wearing the black costume while she's one grid beside showing off. Haha, I'm jealous! Anyway, main point is I don't want this event to end that soon, 'cos I had a lot of fun with Monfort people, Timo's gang, and best are NYP Wushu Brothers!!! Haha...oops I didn't include the girls, 'cos, well...They weren't much off a fun...no laughter over there, one busy with work, the other playing her iphone, and the last always come in late-'cos she was helping out with classes elsewhere. Guess you readers might know who they are already, maybe except for the first one. Hmm.

Exam is in 2 weeks time. Haven't really prepared much. Failed Quality Process Management Common Test- damn sure of that..Getting a low GPA this semester again..Sigh~ Need to buck up for the rest!!! Can't afford to get any more 'C's or 'D's!!!

I wonder if I could truly realised my dream of becoming a researcher, of course in any field- I love them all; too interesting for words to explain. Gotta study like mad=P.h.D...and I probably wouldn't get a wife...who would marry to a eccentric weirdo? I guess I have to take one step at a time. Then get out of this crazy-moneyed country, and somewhere free and quiet enough for me to conduct my researches.
Else I gonna be the typical Singaporean male. Get a job, nice car, club, pub, fool around, until I'm 30 plus, then my parents nag for me to settle down. Then I hit mid-life crisis...and fail? Sigh....I don't know...

I just read her post yesterday, re-reading it now...and sadly, I feel so powerless and useless-unable to help, yet caused more trouble..Sigh...Probably shouldn't have taken her as one of the subjects in my research then..but again, it'll be a pity, which is now...=/...Off to pack bag...FB and school...

‎3 interesting arrows...

Alright!!!

July 20-1204am:Salmon! Kitty! Stamina! Damn the ankle!!!

Jaslyn asked what is the meaning of Salmon..Dish or Fish?
Kitty...I forgot what it is..I think its the one I saw on the way home..cute kitten in black.
Stamina dropped..bad sign...
Ankle pain..do I need to explain more?

July 20-1130pm: Big Spider gone from under the bridge. Cheese Baked Rice Fish Fillet at Xin Wang alone and a nice cuppa of Ice Yuan Yang. Jialat timing for WSS, I don't know how I am going to pass week 16 assessment. Woke up late today. Ankle pain, again. Shin also pain, don't know why.

Now is something interesting: A lady in pink designed T-shirt kept looking in my direction today at south canteen, probably 'cos I'm laughing hard at Lu. And I kept glancing back at her. Lu told me to say 'Hi'. Sad no courage. Meant to give a small wave to see her reaction. In the end didn't. Found out she is from SDM or SIDM...Hope to see her again, i fate really permits, I will see you same time same place next week. And this time, I shall say, "Hi." =)

Saw a cool and simple girl in cute pink shoes on the same day. Beautiful brown-red hair. And her lips was, too inviting..haha. Her aura was quite interesting too, dark rainbow. Orange tag too..At least I can see her now. =) Hope to know more.

July 21-0137am:Cold wind blows~ by Coach. Haha nice interesting stories about army. 'Where got ghost?' discussion by my friends during lunchtime. Laughed like crazy. Cough Cough...too much laughter today.

July 21-1036pm: My shins hurts again..went to watch Harry Potter Seven P2 with my classmates! Great movie! Like finally, its been so long~Dissidia is right now so addicting that I can't seem to put the psp down, haha! Aerosciences! homework piled up, didn't hand in a shit...die. Aerosctructure Report forgot do and forgot my Group members...Argh~

I wonder why you won't block me...I don't get it...You made me so ashamed of my actions; you won't spare me, yet you still injure me...nice way of punishment...

and....I GOT HOLES AT MY FEET'S SKIN! O.O a illness named 'pitted keratolysis'

Haven't felt so high in a long time(on saturday)......Why now? Maybe 'cos you are somewhat happy to see your relatives...channeled some of the energy to me...LOL...

Shivering right now...I wonder why...Met many interesting girls this week! Hope to really go out with one of them! =)

Library

Yeap I'm still in school library, reading a interesting life story. Can't seem to concentrate on school work anyway. This time is training time, so can't really focus on work now, might as well slack.


Regarding your latest entry:
"all you need is a 'pick-me-up'"~Hagrid(Harry Potter)

...that's what you need exactly =)

If you had read your own life, you could see the ups and down; the way life treats you, and how you pick yourself up and move on. I just did, and was touched by your bravery towards life.

Honestly I still remember the some of the questions you asked me. I hope I got them right. Here's some of the answers I got while reading, to one of the question I think is important:

It is because of your attitude, I like you.
It is because of your bravery, I like you.
It is because of your maturity, I like you.
It is because of your simplicity, I like you.
It is because of your honest efforts, I like you.
It is because of your straightforwardness, I like you. 
It is because of your logical thinking, I like you.
It is because of your emotions, that made you so human, I like you.
And of course, I like who you are.

Truth to be told, when I first saw everyone in the wushu team, I saw you, everyone 'colours'. I seriously CANNOT  explain why or how or what it is. Just think that I can see auras of people, to make matter easier to explain. I saw yours, the brightest in the badminton hall, and JY's, GX's, GY's,
bright as the sun. At first, it made me wondered why the place is so 'warm' and welcoming. Lol. Unbelieving, yeah, I know. I don't know why Heaven or my parents gave me such gifts. The ability to sense things is really awful sometimes. It made my world dark and black. Nothingness. No emotions-nothing. Probably that's why I always feel alone, even though surrounded my friends. Your colour was of the sun-orange, red, like fire. JY's was like the Heavens-bright white rays. GX's was too, orange of warm. GY's was the most special-It constantly flashes between purple and white, like the moon in the night sky.

It was you guys, the bright suns and moons, lit my world. I'm on my way to thank the other 3 of them. I'm sad, really. Since you was the one who taught me more, directly and indirectly. I wish I could thank you sincerely with all my heart. But I guess it can never happen, since you want me to be invisible to your world. It pains me, when I could not share my joys and/or take your sorrows away, as you are the next  close friend that I have selected for my life. I think the only way now is to follow your wishes, which I think you'll find it to your taste.
People see my Facebook account, Hundreds over friends. How many are really mine? Probably the closest is JY, and he is not even that close. My selection for close friends are of high standards, I would thought that you make a good friend, since I saw you, I somewhat knew you are the kind that cherish relationships seriously. I am right, aren't I? I tried to get attention from you, to make you understand your position from my view. Looks like you didn't and find my attitude don't suit your taste and me disturbing and immature. This doesn't hurt me yet. The punching blow came through your email.

I find it weird, that the people I selected to be on my the top few of my friend list, always gave up their positions. It seems like the fault lies with me. If it is, how do I solve it? How do I cure it? Those that are in the middle are the ones that cheers me up, mostly my wushu friends. So far, only 1 remains in the list. 3 had left, 1 out of anger/disappointment (that's you up there); 1 out of shyness; 1 out of distance. The positions are always there for you guys, if you are reading(which I guess not, no one truly read my blog anyway).

I hope to find more candidates before I go for NS. Else I guess I have to depend on my own and stand on my own two feet. I wonder who would ever hold me if I fall. My Dad has enough on his plate, my 'closest friends' are not there, friends are too far away to help. I just need to keep on climbing up and higher.

Sometimes I wonder why sad tears doesn't come out from my eyes. I think they had all dried up by the black cold world that surrounds me. Can I ever find my sun, that she would led me out, or bring me light and warm?

I just want to talk to you again, to laugh and listen to your fantastic journey of life. I don't like this invisibility anymore...But I always keep my promises, I will not break it, even for the sake of my own pleasure, curiosity, or plain greediness for knowledge...

~Library closing~

I hope you still let me in through your doors, for I love reading such stories, and gain much insights of life. Thanks.

Tired

Again.. tiredness..woke at 1 pm..even though slept at 1 am...Planned to go training in the morning, but sore throat is back again, took medicine and went back to sleep again.

Went to Zu Lin Temple to pray today. Horrible visions yesterday night while walking home. Nearly fell down while walking. >.< Wondered what it means. Hais...Reached home about 1230am.

Sigh, even though yesterday was highly eventful and simply enriching; today totally killed the euphoria. No mood at all to share yesterday event.

What does that action meant? You want to be better than me? Sure. You better be, 'cos I'm only looking out for people who are better than me. You better improve a lot, if you want me to notice you. Though I can now say that I was always hoping you will achieve what you set out to reach, and always shall.

Horoscope was kinda right again. Totally in a relaxed mood-'everything can wait, just relax'. So yea, spent the whole day relaxing about-Facebooking, lunch, pray, facebook, vacuumed the floor, mop the floor, FB games, Pizza for dinner, Blog...

Meant to wash my clothes or bedsheets and blankets. Since Dad did my blankets while I was having lunch, so yea, relax..Thanks, Dad.

Hais...I'm so troubled right now...the visions keep flashing before my eyes...sigh..

A Capricorn Trip

Nice new environment...the "no wonder"s came after J explained to me why the kids are like so dumb and look idiotic...LOL~seriously...all like spoiled children -can't stand slight pain or tiredness..unlike those active kampong kids.

I got a new perspective of Coach RY. She really looks like him. Totally alike in appearances. Might even be mistaken for mother and son at first glance. Beautifully Dangerous. A unique trait and character. I like it. Totally puts me in a whole new situation, something like a Venus flytrap and I, the fly. However, there is much more to her physical appearances though. Her character is not the kind that I would like to cross/blacklist/ be blacklist in...Highly Dangerous. Though she really looks friendly, I'm not sure, but I sense that she place more priorities in family bonds than friendship bonds. And she's able to accept any form of criticism too. That's is sure good, 'cos she could adapt quickly and improve. And that's what happened tonight.

This is totally so cool...Like to learn her style, hmmm...

HAHA, oh yea, talking about "likes"

I not sure who u are while u read this. I placed emphasis between 'likes' and 'love'.

'Likes' are as in I admire you; I want to know more about you; I want to learn from you; I want to know everything about you.

'Love' would go more steps further. I will marry you and be with you all my life, trusting that you will not destroy my feelings and I by deceit or pure ignorance or both. I will entrust that you are the one to carry my family line and be a good and caring educator for them. I also trust you that even without me around, things function as per normally would, whether you like it or not.

Love is an important thing to me...I do NOT give that out easily...so far only one had made it,but she's is currently taken...So I think there is a bit of misunderstanding between me and a cancer girl...Never mind, I settled it her way. Hope she's is happy now. She was a interesting discovery, a good place to explore more about human attitudes and characters...But its okay, just-"Oh my! What a pity!" and leave it at that. =)

I also found out that astrology is very interesting. I'm highly comparable with Sagittarius tonight, and true enough, I got off with something. Heheh..Normally, I find Sagittarius full with airiness and power. And true enough, my Dad, Coach GY and RY. All with extraordinary powers in their own areas. Interesting!

I really like to meet more water signs soon..Pisces...I miss you...Cancer and Scorpio, please come back soon, I like to learn more from you..Peace to Earth.


Signing off
Earth Sign
Capricorn..

Sick

Damn! I'm down with sore throat (throat infection), Flu, Fever, Flu, Headache, Flu, Cough, Headache, Cough, Sore throat accordingly...Nice huh?

I wonder why she posted such words. It means a lot, I think. One word-different meanings. Who really knows whom is she referring to? (Stay negative boy, its not you, yea.) I seriously cannot help but wonder why. Why did she even visit my blog? Why did she even made friends with me if she dislike me? Why did she even bother to talk to me? Why did she seems to look in my direction and cause me distractions? Why? WHY?

I have enough pain right now, all the fever, headache and stomach cramps(gastric)...Don't think I can hold out much longer. Hope I fall on Sunday, at least finish up the performance on Saturday and whew, concentrate on studying and upcoming IVP. Hope to clinch at least a Bronze. Even I did not, guess it doesn't really matters.

The red carpets can wait, my career could not. I think it'll best if I concentrate more on my studies.

Why the "take care" and "bye"? who does it refers to? Hais..Stupid Curiousity...

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Why online now? Why online when I am most looking forward to seeing you? Why? Are you testing me, whether I'm keeping my promise? I sure would! I NEVER break any serious promises I've made. Unless you count those "promises" like (Mum: get A for english and I'll buy you harry potter book, or Do finish your homework and I bring you go swimming). That's blackmail from Mum when I was younger...lol...I have never break any promises yet. And I intend to keep this clean record. Hmph!

Torture

I don't know how I got over this week. I couldn't stand every single turn of her head in my direction. It distracts me. And always I got this feeling that my heart is way down in my stomach whenever we part. Hais, when will I get out of this state? I know I don't wish to. A lot of things can be derived from this 2 words "Be Mature"...I already feel I've outgrown myself. So much that I wish to go back to be a child again. I miss my childhood, wish I had spent more time developing it better.

Recently had bad visions of her and situations..Highly disturbing. I wonder what they means. I hate when such things happens. I had to spend crazy time trying to decode them. Sian, sometimes I wish I do no have such gifts. But still they are useful. Hais! Disturbing visions until sore throat and now a bit feverish...Hope I can get well soon. Concentrate on this friday and saturday! Hope can make it to NDP also, haha~

Homework and schoolwork are now a chore and bore. Bad signs. Espcially maths and mechanics. Both aeros I'm not that troubled. At least I understood the principles and able to apply. But I'm way behind time for Aerosciences-didn't do any work since Lab3, which is around the last week of May..Gosh...This whole week is terrible too, late for almost all first period lesson. Only good thing is that there is WSS to look forward to...Week 16 got assessment..Hope I pass programming side.



I miss you really. I miss walking you home, even if we didn't exchange any word. It's just your company I desire. I don't need anything, any words. Just silent company. But I'm not going to break my promise to you. I never did break any except for those "blackmailed" promises by my mum.








ALRIGHTS! gotta finish Dloading the games and sleep! Welcome to another long week day...=) (positive start!) WAHAHAHA!



P.S. Juniors are spamming in Facebook. Going off to join them. I think I continue from where I left off next post..Intersting Juniors!

Attitude

I just don't get it. Am I that "aloof " or what else negative? Pull it up peeps. Tell me what are your views of my negative charateristics. Like what you don't like about me-cause I'm too handsome or too ugly or too idiotic or too quiet, WHATEVER~ Just Email to sea1993@hotmail.com. Thanks for the bother to send me. This will help me a lot in changing my life.

Big Bro Friend on msn says:
if you think that u din handle something well today
take a step back and ask yourself why
try another method the next time round
if it doesn't work
try again
there's no end to people relations
it is as dynamic as the moves u can pull during your competition

combo up to you to decide

Well...I tried twice, both didn't work out well-got sacarstic remarks and rebutted. I try play polite and nice, and get shit backs. Well, "wise" words from younger sister:"when life hands you shits, you make a poop party." well, alone i guess...lol

Haven't taken my dinner yet..Stomach is growling like crazy now..think I better fill it up with something...

Well like she said, "BE MATURE". That's easy for anyone to say. Question is always-"HOW?"...no one has ever EVER give an answer yet-be it right or wrong or whatever...typical-I'm not surprised...

*And its just a random question, to speak to you, u can just say "its none of ur business" and end the conversation...its kind of rude to leave a conversation without any proper "goodbyes" to the people you are chatting with, of cos they will ask you again la..AND I DID NOT GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE THAT I AM INNOCENT...now I think its you who think too much/ being sensitive...Well I guess there is no end to this thing..So if you are going shoot back, I just have to keep my mouth shut to stop this then.*

OH~and readers, if you do know her, please keep this from her, she is upset/annoyed/pissed about this, and I am VERY sure you do not want to piss a pissed tigeress..=)

Love for Capricorn...

" Love isn't love unless it is expressed;
caring isn't caring unless the other person knows;
sharing isn't sharing unless the other person is included;
Loving, caring, and sharing can make for a very happy marriage. "

" I tripped over, spilled the contents;
She walked down, without a care;
flicking her cigarette over her shoulders;
that set the whole ship ablaze;
in a clear starry night sky;
once in a blue moon..."

I have only love two, and have not been able to forget any of the memories.
I wish I could. I have to try harder, since I've so far been smitten with water signs, both Cancer and Pisces...Sigh~

"A Capricorn man prefers a woman older than he, with stable financial status, not capricious, some one who is calm, who is able to keep an order and don’t spend much. If they look at a woman, they seek honesty, reliability; usually find their soul mates among the colleagues."

"When Capricorns fall in love, they They have trouble making sense of all but the most intense relationships and usually give their heart only once."

"The Capricorn lover may seem cautious and a bit cold but can be downright naughty! Capricorns' biggest problem is confidence. They always worry that a love interest will prove faithless. Capricorns respond well to domestic life because it provides stability. Once they fall in love and commit, the typical Capricorn is unlikely to jeopardize the union. They place great importance on personal happiness."

"Your ideal partner is likely to be your opposing sign, Cancer. A Cancerian's highest goal is family perfection, something you obviously treasure as well. And while they can understand your sacrificial brooding side just as intensely, their outlook on life is more supportive, caring, and ultimately, more positive. You also get along well with your fellow hard-working earth signs, Taurus (whose loving nature will cheer you up and encourage you) and Virgo (who understands your perfectionism to a tee, and will work harmoniously with you to achieve it, especially in a business partnership).
You do not get along well with Aries (too impatient and impetuous for your slow-climb approach to life), Gemini (too whimsical, with little regard for your ideals), Leo (too outgoing for you to trust), and Sagittarius (a complete opposite— you would never see eye to eye on anything). "

http://www.eastrolog.com/love-horoscopes-for-men/capricorn-man-love-profile.php

"Capricorns often feel the weight of the world upon them, and they are usually just as responsible and determined in their love affairs. They take everything seriously, and they need to know that you are as serious about your romance as they are. They don’t know it, but they also need a lover who will lighten their load – make them laugh, force them out the door to explore the world, and put some fun into life."

"The mountain goat is the symbol for Capricorn, and they want to be the best at everything they do. As a result they will rarely display any sign of weakness, and failure is their greatest fear. A true soulmate to Capricorn will be wise to ignore any cracks in the brilliant display of achievement and help quiet the relentless doubt that keeps them from climbing up the mountain. For Capricorn, spirituality is an aside—an extra that occurs when the workday is over. Without a loving partner, they can sometimes feel that life is a wasteland, so helping to bring spirituality into their life will be a great boon to them."

"Love horoscope Capricorn foresees some communicational problems in youth. He is distant with people and resists the infatuation, as he is afraid to loose the devoted person and to suffer. His instincts are not revealed for a long time. In fact, he is satisfied with minimum of pleasure, because wants minimum of pain. But a mask of ice indifference may conceal the strongest passion, which is restrained in order to be free from dangerous feelings. Some will try to fill emptiness inside, willing to gain power, or entertain themselves by collecting different things. Others become silent and may have serious nervous problems in a desert of egoism and avarice.Capricorn may resign himself to such a fate, living unhappily in solitude, as though indifference was a natural human state, or claim his loneliness to be a poof of his virtue and conceal dogmatism and acrimony under cover of false kindness.Capricorn may suffer from some painful events, happened in the past. He refuses to forget a betrayal. Love horoscope Capricorn describes this sign as faithful, loyal, living a very vulnerable life.Capricorn may live a lonely life, without love, for a long time, up to 40-50 years. Then, he opens his mind to all that he rejected in the past. He begins to live a new exciting life. "

Venus

I bet no girls would ever understand me, guys might. I really can't seem to trust females anymore. Though they are highly attractive for some, the attitudes of the 2 "ladies" in my family puts my thoughts haywire. So far, I have only been able to trust (not of kin) 2 females..pathetic huh? I hope I am able to find someone like them again, and I'm gonna cherish ALL the times I'm gonna spend with her. Now that I had already lost 2 of my chances and both do not accept why I have this attitude, I feel like time is running out...I'm already 18 this year, I only got 12 more years till my deadline...It's so hard to survive in Singapore nowadays...

Reality

Thanks to Dad for bringing me back to reality...I hope I got the strength to face it and not fall asleep again...though Wushu is part of me, and I can NEVER let it go, I need to reconsider its priority- to keep fit or to push my limits. Now that time is running out fast, I REALLY need to put in more effort in my studies, securing my career first.

He repeated the many life stories of his friends. I understood. I need to wake up, I can't train forever, nor be an assistant coach forever; my body will get weak and old, risk of injures will be more frequent. I don't want anyone to be taking care of me when I am old. I want independence, self reliance.

The cost of standard of living is going sky high here. I NEED to focus more on securing my new family. Else, I think, I be alone, till the day I die, like my uncle. He's rich, but single-alone; no children, no family. I have to see my LIFE smoothly going. I guess, I have to be like some of the alumni..though I HATE the feeling, its something I gotta accept and face. Singapore though is my home, but it is certainly a expensive one.

Wake Up, Sea. Time to decide where your priorities lies...

Lately...

WHOA!!! so long already...hahas, nope blog is not neglected. Just that Common Test week is just over, and it was directly after WOC2011.

WOC2011 was superb- the games were way better than the previous one, probably because that last year they were kind of short-handed, and Faci.s didn't really participate. This year best was the Dodge-ball, 'cos a few seniors participated as well as 2 of the alumni who turned up! But the best was the Skit, for last year. This year (for me) was terrible. I had to stop the boys several times bullying their friend. I can't stand the teasing, sometimes it really gets way too overboard. So I tried to shield him, well it kind of succeeded, at least by a bit..Now I guess the rest is up to him now to handle. I hope he understood what I meant...

So after WOC is Study, NOT revision..lol...who studies just before their tests? Only C plus graders(unless paper easy or that geek is sure good), to get A's have to constantly study, only revise before exams. Well, I be getting a healthy B for my papers I think. At least this is only Common tests, I gotta do better for promotional exams! But that means that I'll have to handle my time REALLY well, and no procrastination for studying, etc...SIAN~Oh, and I just got news that one of my would-be lecturer passed away on vacation. RIP...

Sunday training was ok-bearable. Until the training for jumps. My ankle cracked again, not surprised since it cracked during WOC training session. Went to see Mr Doc on Monday, got the news that my  ankle muscle and shin mucles are twisted, and ankle's ligaments are loosened. Can't be treated-this will follow me forever, unless I go for surgery to cut to shorten and re-attached the ligaments.Then will I recover my 100% ankle power. What to do? 90% danger of getting my ankle totally loosened, 10% luck that I don't. I take risks-10%, continue the training. Afterall, after next year IVP I don't intend to train. Wish to help out, bring in more people in the world of wushu, especially into NYP Wushu team. My target of getting that red carpet into NYP is still there, just that I realised I cannot do this alone.

Wednesday was the most terrible night I had. Thursday is the worst. I lost my Xperia 8. Kind of dropped it. But I was so sure it was in my bag, together with my wallet. Instead, both got lost. Wallet had $80- 3 $10 and 1 $50, and phone was "strapped" to wallet. Wallet was found on that very night, but with $30 gone, left $50 inside. Phone was also gone. Dumb thief eh? Took my phone and $30, but not $50. WHAT IN THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD WAS HE THINKING? Seriously no brains at all, what's more is that he dared to return the wallet, knowing fully that his faced will be on CCTV! But probably also not him, maybe some other good guy picked wallet up after thief disposed it, 'cos wallet ended up at Bishan Mrt Station. I love that particular phone, it contained me inside, part of my life is recorded inside. I feel terrible..."feel",not "felt"...="(

Today, whole day alone at home. Didn't know what to do anyway. I seriously envy my neighbour now, even though he is kind of slow-witted. At least he have friends. Well, I had...seriously had...
went for class at HW, the kids forgot a lot of the things already. Had to re-teach them again. Went to KFC then pasa malan for supper.
I missed you...I'm sorry, I didn't meant to, I just thought that you just knocked off work, since its already 6pm...
OKAYS~gotta do socks and sleep...