Sunday, July 31, 2011

Open Sesame!

Yeap, its the annual Ghost Festival Month. Not surprised that many of my China friends do not know about this month. They got 'brainwashed' by circumstances. Went to burn the papers $ for brothers at Dad's company yesterday. Got a cut near-above right elbow. Blood stop flowing damn fast= high metabolism, I'm healthy! =) Not very enjoyable..didn't manage to bring up my wish for data plan to Dad. Seems like he knew what I am trying to point the conversation to, so he was adamant in his 'explaination', all in an effort to dissuade me from getting data plan. Boring lecture...

Its 1st August now, and this post is not an early morning post. Didn't sleep at all night-was playing Dissidia 012, trying to complete the story; understand what Final Fantasy is all about. Great Game, you guys, if you are reading, should try it- its a psp game.

Regrading my previous post, too bad. I didn't get to see the "glancing lady" again. Probably did, but forgot her face anyway-not that pretty and I sensed that she is not that all interesting, yet, maybe. But I found out about the "Design girl". THAT was great fun- I was trying to find her classroom, and she just walked right past me. Totally stunned and flabbergasted. LOL. I managed to find out what course she is in-Visual Design Communication. And I got to catch up with a primary school friend while looking out for her presence. One word to describe the feeling - F.U.N!

"Wow!" to my primary school friend. He's now taller than me, by a head=.=". Sad, miss the feeling when I was taller than him during P6. Haha. Anyways, he went to Normal Academic stream, so now he's first year in NYP. Guess that's fated huh? Never reckon we meet again, and in such weird situation! XD

NDP Rehearsals are over now. Left August 9 for the real deal. Hmm! I need a camera! I want to take a picture with that orange-jacket-shirt girl. That fashion is REAL COOL. Of course the girl is also pretty, and her dancing moves are hot, man...Lol I feel so retarded doing the Mass dance movements, wearing the black costume while she's one grid beside showing off. Haha, I'm jealous! Anyway, main point is I don't want this event to end that soon, 'cos I had a lot of fun with Monfort people, Timo's gang, and best are NYP Wushu Brothers!!! Haha...oops I didn't include the girls, 'cos, well...They weren't much off a fun...no laughter over there, one busy with work, the other playing her iphone, and the last always come in late-'cos she was helping out with classes elsewhere. Guess you readers might know who they are already, maybe except for the first one. Hmm.

Exam is in 2 weeks time. Haven't really prepared much. Failed Quality Process Management Common Test- damn sure of that..Getting a low GPA this semester again..Sigh~ Need to buck up for the rest!!! Can't afford to get any more 'C's or 'D's!!!

I wonder if I could truly realised my dream of becoming a researcher, of course in any field- I love them all; too interesting for words to explain. Gotta study like mad=P.h.D...and I probably wouldn't get a wife...who would marry to a eccentric weirdo? I guess I have to take one step at a time. Then get out of this crazy-moneyed country, and somewhere free and quiet enough for me to conduct my researches.
Else I gonna be the typical Singaporean male. Get a job, nice car, club, pub, fool around, until I'm 30 plus, then my parents nag for me to settle down. Then I hit mid-life crisis...and fail? Sigh....I don't know...

I just read her post yesterday, re-reading it now...and sadly, I feel so powerless and useless-unable to help, yet caused more trouble..Sigh...Probably shouldn't have taken her as one of the subjects in my research then..but again, it'll be a pity, which is now...=/...Off to pack bag...FB and school...

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