Sick

Damn! I'm down with sore throat (throat infection), Flu, Fever, Flu, Headache, Flu, Cough, Headache, Cough, Sore throat accordingly...Nice huh?

I wonder why she posted such words. It means a lot, I think. One word-different meanings. Who really knows whom is she referring to? (Stay negative boy, its not you, yea.) I seriously cannot help but wonder why. Why did she even visit my blog? Why did she even made friends with me if she dislike me? Why did she even bother to talk to me? Why did she seems to look in my direction and cause me distractions? Why? WHY?

I have enough pain right now, all the fever, headache and stomach cramps(gastric)...Don't think I can hold out much longer. Hope I fall on Sunday, at least finish up the performance on Saturday and whew, concentrate on studying and upcoming IVP. Hope to clinch at least a Bronze. Even I did not, guess it doesn't really matters.

The red carpets can wait, my career could not. I think it'll best if I concentrate more on my studies.

Why the "take care" and "bye"? who does it refers to? Hais..Stupid Curiousity...

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Why online now? Why online when I am most looking forward to seeing you? Why? Are you testing me, whether I'm keeping my promise? I sure would! I NEVER break any serious promises I've made. Unless you count those "promises" like (Mum: get A for english and I'll buy you harry potter book, or Do finish your homework and I bring you go swimming). That's blackmail from Mum when I was younger...lol...I have never break any promises yet. And I intend to keep this clean record. Hmph!