2 Timers

hiyas, ok im not about caps or punc's now-a quickie. Just finished listening/watching a MV on 我爱他 by 丁当。Quite good.

the MV made me realised that love is sure complicated. and guys are simply hard to understand. even i don't understand myself sometime. why did guys(not all, some) just love to hop from a girl to next? some worse. take the girl virginity den hop to another. i hate such ppl cos my sister was a victim. A dumb sister, lol-so what she got 10 points higher than me in PSLE? she's no better than me in a overall, i think. The MV showed a guy romances with DingDang(the singer/actor in MV) den he 2 times her by sleeping wif another on his birthday. poor DD saw half of the thing. not sure whether jumped off the bridge at the end. Heck.

But Basic- Why do you love someone so much, and ditched her for a nightstand/another girl? If you really love her, why change girl? That's why up till now, i never had a girlfriend. cos i got a feeling that girl really do need security feeling by saying "i love you". Those 3 words are so meaningful to me that i cannot express the meaning to in words. And i am the kind of person that meant what i say, unless i purposely wanted to trick, prank, which is very rare. If it ever happened on you, then i letting you know that u are considered a friend. If you can take more of pranks while studying with me, u are a good friend.

Honestly, those 3 words, i think i got lost somewhere in my throat, and my heart had flown away(goodness knows where.) If a girl comes along and found both...I'll marry her upon 3 conditions(haha). so yeah, i just get it, why guys 2 times their partners. i mean, why do you do so? when ur heart is with her?

well, maybe it's to express another version of himself to another girl. but seriously, how many are there "you"? for me i got 3...HEH HEH~

Curiousity killed the cat

Seriously hais, "Curiousity killed the cat". It killed my perfect images of them. I wonder why my wushu seniors are smoking, like nowadays...Coach ZC smokes, and a few seniors. Simple reasons they gave-to De-stress.

Yeah ok that's a great answer. But still not good enough. I always have a way to De-stress, 1)wushu is the best, 2)PC games are the next, 3)Read.

I always find the last one the most interesting. When I read, my imaginations runs. when I don't, I simple couldn't. Playing the PC games are not exactly my 'trait', I'm not a gamer; more like a gamer pirate(heheh). I just love to download lots of games and store them. Collecting is one of my 'traits'- you should see my bookshelf. And then I would upload the games once I got my paypal account and then wait for the $ to roll in. Wushu is more of like a hobby and medicine. Hobby because I like it- it teaches me the chinese “任”(perseverance) and I get to meet new people (Social). Medicine was because when I was young, I had asthma and a lot of other sicknesses. Even now, I have morning sneezes (sad to say). And yeap, Wushu did cure my asthma, shapened my body muscles' foundations nicely. I just have to build more to get the shape right. So all-in-all, the ways are kind of 'killing 2 birds with one stone'. I don't understand why people have to smoke to de-stress...

Honestly yes, I tried a puff before, my parents never knew. I never contact those guys again. Tasted like shit but makes you feel good and warm. So yeah, that's why I don't understand smokers...LOL.

Smoking to me is not exactly wrong, neither do I support smoking...Seriously, I feel like putting a stick and lighting it up for a few puffs, but, I'll waste my time, puffing and not getting things done.

So I guess, Curiosity kills the cat, and Mentality is a power, dangerous in the wrong hands.

Fear of a Fear

Seriously, I am afraid.

Of the fear of have a disc degeneration.

Of the fear of single life.

So what can I do? What can they do?

Sigh~
Nites.