Reality

Thanks to Dad for bringing me back to reality...I hope I got the strength to face it and not fall asleep again...though Wushu is part of me, and I can NEVER let it go, I need to reconsider its priority- to keep fit or to push my limits. Now that time is running out fast, I REALLY need to put in more effort in my studies, securing my career first.

He repeated the many life stories of his friends. I understood. I need to wake up, I can't train forever, nor be an assistant coach forever; my body will get weak and old, risk of injures will be more frequent. I don't want anyone to be taking care of me when I am old. I want independence, self reliance.

The cost of standard of living is going sky high here. I NEED to focus more on securing my new family. Else, I think, I be alone, till the day I die, like my uncle. He's rich, but single-alone; no children, no family. I have to see my LIFE smoothly going. I guess, I have to be like some of the alumni..though I HATE the feeling, its something I gotta accept and face. Singapore though is my home, but it is certainly a expensive one.

Wake Up, Sea. Time to decide where your priorities lies...