HIYAS~

Been missing you lately, wish I'm by your side to hold you when you are most down. Too bad I can't, not my position anyway.

When can I have my own room? Hais, so tired of sharing sleeping together. I wish I could sleep alone, for once.

Found a new singer, Colbie Caillat, nice voice, deep and rich. Nice.

This week not much things. Depressing lately. Most year ones are reluctant to join the Orientation camp. Whta should I do? hmm, this seriously resembles GY asking me this question now. "Orientation not enough people, what will you do?" Hais! His tone and style of asking questions always stumped me. How can there be 2 person in this world so alike? He's kind of like my Dad, both Sagittarius, and always giving direct critism and advice, no beat around the bush; straight to the point.

Once a capricorn, always a capricorn. I not like Sagittarius, always giving sound advice in the correct time, but rather advice not to take risks. I think that is my fatal flaw, the personality that will cause me my downfall. Too much caution.

Dad chide me today, told me I was putting too much time into my passion, which poked my heart greatly. That is an ugly truth. I'm still stuck on my studies and haven't got that goddamn report done yet.. F*...handing in this wednesday afternoon...shit...And for other modules...I'm still somewhat stuck at week 3-4. I wonder how to catch up like this. Hais!

Fallen ill today, hope she'll recover fast. I wonder if I take pictures of her besties, would it help to cure some of the missing feeling? Hais..what should I do? So complicated, everytime, always the same question- "What should I do?"...=.=" My fatal flaw working up again, I dare not take risks that ruin our friendship now.

Slept the whole evening, now can't sleep. Damn.