SUNDAYS

Guess I can't really help it...that is my habit to sleep in on Sundays, even though I tried to for 2 months. Still feel restless and tired out everytime, can't makes me do anything right after the training. Re-read a favorite senior's Facebook I met during a camp...

She's really cute that time I saw her, and very beautiful-like the perfect lady every guy could ever hope for. But she's older than me by what...I was sec 3, shes was JC year 1/2, so I guess about 2-3 years apart? Seriously, that crush I had on her may not fade forever. Still makes me reminsce whenever I saw her photo. Now she is attached to another guy, probably met during one of the University camps or class since both are from the same school. I could never forget the friendship, and the feeling she gave to me. Even if that feeling last for an instance, I felt appreciated, like she's my whole world and I could/would do any/everything for her. Now? We rarely talk...I guessed she even forgot who I am, and how she met me..I don't think I could ever forgot her. She's Number 3, the third crush, and the most with feelings(emotions) inside.

Can't really remember what happened during the camp. I only remembered her borrowing my shoulder to nap, while I put my arm over her to hold her properly upright, supporting her neck while she slept. And the surrounding was playing music and everyone was singing some songs, we were surrounded in the hall by campmates, but I felt like we were alone. Then I think another female facilitator got jealous and also wanted my attention, she leaned onto my left shoulder too. That woke both of us up. LOL. Still remembered the sudden awkward moment. HAHA! XD

Then, I had to leave early, I was attending some Elective Modules in SP and had to go off slightly earlier at the last moment. Gave her my parting gift...I wondered whether she liked it or not, wondered whether she truely understood the reason for and the meaning of the gift. But it's all over now..

So far, I had made a few BEST friends.. let's count them...

1. Lawrence
2. Rui Nah
3. Afiq
4. Jia Yi
5. Lu Jian Rong
6. Kia Shiang
7. Doyz (the last few people on the list)
8. Ding Jie (the last few people on the list)
9. Gui Ping (the last few people on the list)
10. Hun Ning (the last few people on the list)

The last few are one-sided...I wonder they still remember me that I am always here for them? Guess not.. There are a few more, but the would fall in the range of near besties...people like

1. Timothy
2. Jasmine
3. Jun Hao
4. Jonathan
5. Bryan
6. Yun Quan
7. Dato
8. Nicklaus
9. Martin
10. Donovan
11. etc, etc.

Lots more...Most are from wushu, of 'cos not forgetting the other sides- Kenny, Calista, Yit Yong, Jing Sen, Justin, Renfred..Wish I could find all my SV classmates again-a get together, see how the girls have grown more pretty, the boys more mature, how life had changed us...

ENOUGH!!! SLEEP NOW-TOMORROW NEED STUDY FOR AEROSCIENCE!!! ARGH!!!