Trust Drunk

Up till now, there are still many secrets, within me, yet do not belong to me. I wish I can just "open the bottle cap and pour everything out".

I have already taken steps to improve the relationship, to be given the "rights" to know. A simple example, I learnt from my past mistake, is that, even if I know the secrets, I need to "earn" from the person who "own" it. That is to say that I need to hear it from the person himself, else, there is no truth/secrets and the infomation I had is unreliable. Simple and effective. Though I know had a few infomation at hand right now, I still use the ,what people call it, polite way of possession of the infomation. So in order to gain infomation you already have, but to do it in a "formal" way, you need to ask the person involve, yes? Well, I'm trying hard to ask, making sure I made correct moves. But now its gone, no more, ended, no need to ask, gamers call it "Game Over".

Another thing I learn is that never post anything while "Drunk". This term simply means "Not in the current state of mind" or simply put "crazy". Well, I guess after a crazy 2.4km run in about 12 mins made me "Drunk", 1st thing home was to check FB status and post blog while cooling down. WHAT A MISTAKE...

There wouldn't be a next time, then...