lesson learned and learning

i learnt a lesson...within 2 days

quite amazing.

when the lesson is somthing that cannot be taught easily.

"Words and Thoughts"

Be careful with the thoughts, for if it is wrong, it is harmful/poison/unclean/evil.

it is classified by me as HIGHLY dangerous.

if the thoughts are clean and ok,

words count.

i mean it affects the message.

and in situations when the other doesnt get the message.

DON'T PANIC= SLOW DOWN.

slowly make them understand.

wait for the chance to speak and to explain.

ok fine.

i tried, but sometimes, other parties cross my limits.

i really did try very hard.

and luckily i can control myself now, not like before, when i was younger.

or else the area would be trashed up.

and people getting hurt for no reason.

i hate people getting hurt for no reason, or rather because i was angry, frustrated, confused, shocked.

I hurt people before, and i saw the hurt, pain inflicted by me on them.

Just because i cannot control myself.

I really need to train harder. For control of temper , calmness.

For clearance of the thoughts of revenge when people hurt me.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

And this lesson, will be playing an important role in my future.

OH---A STORY.

Do you know that Hope, was the last remaining thing inside Pandora's Box?

and i believe it is still inside, if the story is true.

Legend state that Pandora is a highly curious girl, and she opened a Box which contains the Evils from Everywhere. Her Father( i forgot who, I think is Zeus) trapped the Evils when the Titans lose the war between the Gods. She released almost everything inside--the poisonous thoughts that most criminals have nowadays, out into the world.

Except for Hope, because she closed the lid shut when she realised the horrors she let loose. ( NOW THIS IS FAKE--adapted from Percy Jackson and The Last Olympian). Prometheus said that, "Let go of Hope, and i shall know that you wanted bliss."( because you hope when you are in deep trouble. Bliss as in you are cleared of troubles and hurt.).

Percy Jackson did not open the lid but instead gave the Box to the Goddess Hera, of the hearth(home, reunion, harmony, warmness) for safe keeping. And so Hera kept the Box near the hearth safely, warming Hope. And thus, giving it energy, strength, to continue existing. Which is now why, there is always this kind of feeling to go on, to tomorrow, to move onwards, day after day, it is Hera, keeping Hope alive in the Box, making sure that we, can move onwards....