Some people said that the Mayan Calendar ends when the world ends...so when does it end? Some says it haven't end yet, some says its about to be upon us. Well, I think it ended the day when the Lord came down to Earth.
I went to quite a number of churches this holiday, all celebrating the Birth of Lord Jesus., and kind of sick of the events. They were always going on about feeling happy and peaceful, and persuading us to join in their bliss and group. There was one particular pastor that promised that I will get a mission from the Lord via vision. So while they were worshipping, asking for blessing, I asked for the Lord to come into me, pleaded with him to give me my life destiny and mission.
All I got, was truely a vision.
I have not shared with anyone regarding this, neither my friends nor family knew about it, and I do not think it concerns them, because it doesn't affect me, yet. Here goes:
"I was climbing up stairs that were cut cleanly into a mountain side, and there was also one more guy running up. It felt like I was following someone I knew up the stairs. Imagine my suprise when I saw the face when it turned around. It is Me, at least it does-same face, same hair, same body shape. I was shocked, man. The big different was that the Guy-that-look-like-me had wings, dark grey wings sprouting from his back and he was looking up into the sky.
I continued up to his side and looked up. I saw Heaven. I think I did, because I saw a gate that was opened and inviting, totally gold and well, god-like in the movies. Then my (vision) eyes surveyed the area, me's eyes were still fixed upwards, staring. There were buildings all around us. Greek, I think, by the looks of it. And there are also pagodas and an Empire State Building in the distance. I could see people on the rooftops of the buildings that my eyes could see. All of them had wings, wings of different color, and all of them were looking upwards-towards Heaven.
I looked back up, and I instantly regretted. Flaming golden arrows rained down upon us. With a loud battle cry, Me leaped up into the sky. I follwed suit."
And after that, I don't know what transpired next, maybe because I opened up my eyes, back into the church. I tried closing my eyes again to see what happens next since the people are still worshipping. I pleaded again:
"I was wounded, and I could feel all the pain on my body. I tried hard not to faint and lose conscious. I looked upwards. There were large objects dropping down from Heaven. I heard cheers of victory and my, it was very pleasant to the ears-even better than those classical music. There were wonderful rays of golden sunshine shining at the Gate. And suddenly, a beam of pure white, shot straight down, towards Earth, somewhere the North-west of me. I looked around for my look-alike partner, nowhere to be seen. I stood up slowly, and flex my back...I almost blacked out.
On my back, were two wings, of pure black, being eaten up slowly by golden flames. I stared in wonder at the disappearance. I collapsed to my knees onto the ground and felt a force pressing hard onto my shoulders. Heavy and unforgiving. I started to pant from the weight.
Then I saw a shadow in front of me. I craned my neck up and saw a most beautiful face-full of youth and sizzling energy, made of peace and justice, filled with knowledge and wisdom, and on his back, two wings of purity white.
I gasped and looked down, now on all fours. I heard the swishing of a blade, felt my neck turned ice cold, then volcanic hot, and no more."
I wondered what it meant, but not for long before my stomach felt sick and I had to gulped air in to control it.
On the ride home with my friend that invited me to the service, he tried to convert me into Christianity. Which he failed, of course. He told me that the Lord is everywhere, and He is a Healer and my Destiny.
Heres my points:
-If He is everywhere, then why have not everyone realised Him?
-If He is a Healer, then why give me such a weird vision?
-If He is my Destiny, then what is my life for? Me or Him?
I rather chose myself for my last point.
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